ANXIETYYY

we just applied for the cute little yellow house.
i am a big mess of anxiety.
it probably ruined my entire weekend.
we learned that there are 2 other couples that are going to see it today (luckily we were first)
it was perfect. it was everything we want.
our own little house. i can only imagine.
the best part is, rent will be the same amount as we pay now...only it will be in a house! a real house.
after we filled out the application, we walked outside and i immediately burst into tears. thats how bad i want this house.
im so stressed that we aren't going to get it.
greg thinks im stupid.
but it really stresses me out.
applying for married housing is a whole nother deal than applying for student housing.
credit checks, employment checks, financial obligation evaluations.
im dying. im a mess.
the end.